10 Sept 2008 When I'm stressed I...

 
Spend hours with my friend HTML..
and Im happy to say, I think I've fixed it!
Loooooooookyyy!!


Now Im just making a background and such
and then it will be finished...
and Ill have to find something else to distract me

Another day at the hospital today.
Nan is doing better then when I saw her a couple of days ago.
But whether its enough for her to get out of hospital... anytime soon...
well... one day at a time.

Today I have been mostly feeding Nan food replacement milkshakes with a syringe.
Also on the menu is cold tea and water.
However, today she managed a little lemon moose (just googling to check thats spelt right... I keep trying to spell it mouse... and thats not what I feed her at all) which was good.
She told me once during the day that she didn't remember me, the rest of it she just went with the idea that she knew I was a good person because I was being nice and holding her hand and calling her Nan a lot.

Thanks for keeping me sane today everyone who was texting me.

And we have to do it all again tomorrow.
I might not go, I have so much to do.

But then.. I feel bad leaving mum to cope alone.
And not seeing Nan.

I'm so shattered, I haven't had a shower for a while, and side of the room is ridiculous.
But is it really more important then spending time with my Nan when it seems so limited?